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Post by *Lilly Ann on May 11, 2009 21:20:52 GMT -8
Mondays I sleep awayTuesdays I lay awakeWednesdays are the worstThursdays I reminiceFridays I see your faceAnd I can breathe A sudden idea came to my thoughts and I quickly stood up. Moving over and standing infront of Johnny and Brittney so I was blocking my parents view of them, I made abit of a puppy pout and a crystal clear tear rolled down my cheek. " Leave" I said quietly to them " All we did was tell her... no need for you to make to worse..". Really none of that was a lie but I mean I had never acutaly stood up to my parents before for Johnny... I never really stood up against my parents before ever for that matter. I never really had to stand up agianst them but right now seemed like the perfect moment for my first time too. Turning around I picked up Brittney in my arms, her crys now just quiet sniffles as she stared at her grandparents. What I did next I couldnt believe. I grabbed Johnny's hand and practicly pulled him down the hall towards Brittney's room leaving my parents behind. Tag: Johnny Walker Music: Rocketship by Shiney Toy Guns Other: DUDE! I DID NOT NEED TO KNOW! *hits you off chair with pillow*
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Post by *Johnny Walker on May 15, 2009 17:53:47 GMT -8
I'm in trouble I'm an addict I'm addicted to this girl She's got my heart tied in a knot And my stomach in a whirlI watched as Lil stood up to her parents. I think my jaw was hanging open.....I quickly checked. Nope it wasn't. She grabbed Brittney and held her as her cries turned to sniffles. Then, I couldn't believe what she did next! It was completely something I didn't think she would do. She grabbed my hand! I know some people are like....Big deal....Well this is a huge deal for us. She hasn't touched me since we broke up! And that was a loooong time ago. Trust me on that. We went into Brittney's room. She let go of my hand and I stood ackwardly by the door. Tag: Lilly Dakota Music: Loverslove by Nevershoutnever! Other: lol you asked!! OME! Guess what?! Today, I had a dentist appointment. It was very boring. Actually completely and utterly boring. I sat on a chair and got my mouth checked and went for a cleaning...DONE! WOO! Wasted the rest of the words. Sorry for my crappy post!!!
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Post by *Lilly Ann on May 15, 2009 18:29:47 GMT -8
Mondays I sleep awayTuesdays I lay awakeWednesdays are the worstThursdays I reminiceFridays I see your faceAnd I can breathe Walking into Brittney's room I let go of Johnny's hand quickly then walked over to Brittney's bed and slowly placed Brittney on the edge of it. Wiping away some of her tears and giving her a small hug, I couldnt believe what just happened... none of it. " Are you gonna be ok?" I asked her quietly. She justed stared at me, her lip trembling and pain still burning in her eyes. I wanted to do somthing to fix all of this, I hated seeing her this way but I knew the only thing to fix all of this was to get back with Johnny.. and that would probably never happen. Kissing her cheek then looking over at Johnny standing in the door way. I wished that I could just walk over to him, kiss him and if we could be together again.. even if it wasnt for us.. even if it was just for Brittney. I knew she would probably be able to handle us apart when she was older but right now I knew she needed him as much as she needed me.. she needed us. I couldnt believe I was even thinking this but I had decided that maybe that was the best thing for now... but how was I gonna tell Johnny that. Tag: Johnny Walker Music: Silence... IT BURNS!!!!! Other: DUN DUN DUN DUNNN!! A TWIST TO THE STORY!
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Post by *Johnny Walker on May 15, 2009 18:38:57 GMT -8
I'm in trouble I'm an addict I'm addicted to this girl She's got my heart tied in a knot And my stomach in a whirlI watched as she comforted her child and I felt....jealous. I wanted to be able to sit beside Lilly an comfort Brit too. I don't know what Lil was thinking but I really wanted to know. It was killing me. Brit needed the both of us, Lil and I. I had a feeling that was what she was thinking. I wanted to kiss them. Brittney and Lilly. Wrap them in a hug and never let go. Not if the world depended on it. I wanted them to be mine forever. Nothing to ever come between us. "What are you thinking?" I asked. I wanted to eat back my words, but I couldn't help it. I wanted to know that badly. I could hear her parents talking in the hallway. I couldn't tell if they were close or not. Hopefully not.... Tag: Lilly Dakota Music: Wild Horses by Natasha Bedginfeild Other: OOOOOH! THIS GONNA BE GOOD!!!!
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Post by *Lilly Ann on May 15, 2009 20:09:17 GMT -8
Mondays I sleep awayTuesdays I lay awakeWednesdays are the worstThursdays I reminiceFridays I see your faceAnd I can breathe Johnny's question sorta took me off guard at first. I didnt know if I should just come out with what I was thinking or if I should tell him somthing else.. I mean it wouldnt be the first time I had lied to him. Besides if I did come out with what I was really thinking I dont think it would be the best thing to say infront of Brittney. Sighing softly I looked back at Brittney to see she had fallen fast asleep on her bed. Well I guess I could say anything now as long as it was quiet. Looking back at Johnny I had decided I would just tell him and thats when my heart took over my body. I quickly came to my feet and walked towards Johnny. I knew my parents were in the hall behind the closed door to Brittney's room and that Brittney was right behind me on her bed fast asleep but I just couldnt help myself, it was like I couldnt control anything I was doing or thinking. Coming up on my tippy toes infront of Johnny, I brought my lips up to his then froze before they touched. I came to my sences but that didnt stop me, I was already this close. Softly pressing my lips against his I felt like I was dreaming and hopeing to god he wouldnt freak out. Tag: Johnny Walker Music: Numa Numa by O-zone Other: OH YA!!
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Post by *Johnny Walker on May 15, 2009 20:17:45 GMT -8
I'm in trouble I'm an addict I'm addicted to this girl She's got my heart tied in a knot And my stomach in a whirlI waited patiently for Lil to answer. Not that I was expecting her to answer. I would understand if she didn't. But I was still waiting. I mean, If she didn't want to answer she just had to say so. I looked and Lil when she looked at me. When she turned to see fast asleep Brittney, I stared at the back of her head. Just at that moment she got up and walked towards me. I honestly thought she was going to slap me. But no, instead she went on her tippy toes and brought her lips an inch a part in front of mine. I could swear she could hear my heart pounding against my chest. I thought I was going to throw it up. Then her lips touched mine. I knew for sure my heart was gonna come out. The world tuned out and it was just us. I didn't want to take it to far considering we already had a child. So, instead, I kissed her back softly, making sure not to get to determined to give her any ideas. Tag: Lilly Dakota Music: You Found Me by The Fray Other: HOLY HIPPOS IN A TREE!!!! TALK ABOUT TWIST!!! GOSH A RONI!!! FINALLY THEY KISSED!!!
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Post by *Lilly Ann on May 15, 2009 21:58:21 GMT -8
Mondays I sleep awayTuesdays I lay awakeWednesdays are the worstThursdays I reminiceFridays I see your faceAnd I can breathe We kissed.. we acutaly kissed. I felt like the world has dissappered and that it was just us.. here and now.. us. I loved saying that in my thoughts. Us, us, us. Nothing could brake this moment other then Johnny rejecting me or my parents coming in. No.. I wouldnt think of eather, I would only think of what was happening this second. Thats when I felt it, Johnny was leaning back into the kiss. My heart flutered and I started to feel slightly light headed. Pulling away relizeing I haddnt breathed in awhile, I took a small gasps for air while I looked up into his eyes. Everything in me wanted me to lean up and kiss him again but I was frozen on the spot. " Johnny" I softly wispered. I wanted to say it but my mouth was slammed shut. It was three words for damn sakes! But I just couldnt let myself.. not yet that is. I softly wrapped my arms around him and hid my face in his chest. Slowly soft crys left my lips and my body slightly shook. Tag: Johnny Walker Music: Loser by Cute Is What We Aim For Other: HAHA!! I TOLD YOU I ADDED A TWIST!!
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Post by *Johnny Walker on May 15, 2009 22:06:12 GMT -8
I'm in trouble I'm an addict I'm addicted to this girl She's got my heart tied in a knot And my stomach in a whirlThe kiss lasted ages! Hey, I wasn't going to stop. I think she was a little surprised when she realized I was kissing back, but hey, I'm all about surprises! Expesically if there this good. She pulled away and whispered my name so softly I didn't know for sure if I had heard it. "Yeah?" I whispered back. Just then her arms wrapped around my waist and it felt great! I hadn't been held by her like this in forever. I heard soft cries and I wrapped my arms around her. "Its OK." I soothed hoping it was. Whatever happened between us couldn't and wouldn't be ignored. There was just that spark we had in Freshmen year. It was still there and it wasn't leaving anytime soon. Tag: Lilly Dakota Music: You Found Me by The Fray Other: ITS A MIRACLE! lol. If I was there I'd barge in and say that!!
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Post by *Lilly Ann on May 15, 2009 22:25:06 GMT -8
Mondays I sleep awayTuesdays I lay awakeWednesdays are the worstThursdays I reminiceFridays I see your faceAnd I can breathe Ok I messed up this post.. I was trying to get the topper and I posted in here.. so.. this post is gone R.I.P. little posty.. you were so good to me.. Tag: Johnny Walker Music: Loser by Cute Is What We Aim For Other: Not true.. I would be the person pushing you into the room to make you say it! HA! Also sorry for sucha small post..
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Post by *Johnny Walker on May 16, 2009 8:34:49 GMT -8
I'm in trouble I'm an addict I'm addicted to this girl She's got my heart tied in a knot And my stomach in a whirlI heard a very quiet giggle. I didn't say anything because I wasn't sure if It was a giggle. She pulled away and slipped her hand into mine and towed me towards the bed. She say down by Brittney and I did the same. It was almost time for me to head home. I didn't want to. After what happened, I never wanted to leave. She said good night and pulled the covers up over her softly breathing body. "Good night, don't let the bed bugs bite." I whispered. We watched her sleep for awhile. I didn't want to leave just yet. I wasn't up for it. I looked at my watch, and it was already 6:00 PM. I had to be home in a half and hour. "Want to grab a bite to eat?" I asked Lilly already pulling out my phone to text my mom I wasn't going to be home at 6:30. Tag: Lilly Dakota Music: You Found Me by The Fray Other: If it was you....You'd probably beat me lol
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Post by *Lilly Ann on May 16, 2009 12:55:29 GMT -8
Mondays I sleep awayTuesdays I lay awakeWednesdays are the worstThursdays I reminiceFridays I see your faceAnd I can breathe Watching Brittney sleep was almost as calming as being in Johnny's arms. The sound of our breathing was the only thing that could be heard. Hearing Johnny's voice in the silence took me slightly of gaurd. Lookind back at him slightly smiling, I couldnt believe what he just asked me. " Are you asking me out on a date?" I wispered smirking. Before he could answer I kissed him on the cheek and grabbed his hand. " As friends yes but not a date.. not ready for that" I said staring down at the ground. I did want to be together with him again but I knew my heart just wasnt ready for that yet. Tag: Johnny Walker Music: Loser by Cute Is What We Aim For Other: Not true.. I would be the person pushing you into the room to make you say it! HA! Also sorry for sucha small post..
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Post by *Johnny Walker on May 16, 2009 19:08:10 GMT -8
I'm in trouble I'm an addict I'm addicted to this girl She's got my heart tied in a knot And my stomach in a whirlI smirked back at her. "Friends?" I said a little disappointed. I understood that she wasn't ready though. Which is the point but still. "OK." I said showing her I understood. "Where would you like to go? Its completely up to you. The choice is in your hands." Her hand stayed in mine as we went to the door. "See you later Britty." I said looking at her sleeping. We left her to her dreams as we went to the front door. I didn't see her parents. I wasn't even sure if they were still here. I couldn't hear anything. Maybe they were in the shed. You never know. Tag: Lilly Dakota Music: You Found Me by The Fray Other: That is VERY true! OME! Poor Johnny....He got rejected lol!!!! I find that REALLY funny. I have a scratch on my arm...Ed did it...He does NOT like fingers...
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Post by *Lilly Ann on May 16, 2009 19:36:27 GMT -8
Mondays I sleep awayTuesdays I lay awakeWednesdays are the worstThursdays I reminiceFridays I see your faceAnd I can breathe I could hear the disappointment in Johnny's voice when I said I would just go as a friend. I wanted to agree for a date but like I said, I'm just not ready for that yet. I nodded when he said OK showing he understood. Following him over to the door I tried to decide where to go. It had been so long since me and Johnny had done anything like this that I really didn't know where to go. I couldn't help but smile when Johnny said good bye to Brittney. Except for leaving me when I was pregnant with her he had been such a good dad to her. I started to wonder where my parents were. I didn't exactly know how they would handle me going out with Johnny.. not that it was a date or anything.. we were just going as friends and parents of the same child. Its not a date right? ... oh god this is so a date. But I would never tell Johnny that.. never. Tag: Johnny Walker Music: Ima Monster by Blood On The Dancefloor Other: poor poor Johnny... BAD ED! but haha so cute ^^
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Post by *Johnny Walker on Jun 26, 2009 16:57:01 GMT -8
I'm in trouble I'm an addict I'm addicted to this girl She's got my heart tied in a knot And my stomach in a whirlWe walked down the quiet hallway and I couldn't help but flinch every time I heard a small noise. Her parents didn't like me at all anymore. As much as I wanted them too, they would never like me the same as they used too. "Have you decided where you want to go?" I asked as she closed the front door behind her. We walked towards the street. Unfortuanetly we would have to walk. I have a car, but it sucks and plus I took the bus today! It's not like I can shrink my car and put it in my pocket. Lilly must have known we had to walk because she started leading me down the street. Tag: Lilly Ann Music: All To Myself Marianas Trench Other: Poor Johnny, stuck on rejection for god knows how long. Its OK johnny. Btw I LURVE all to myself! Josh Ramsay is a hottie!!! xD
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